Farhan Sulaiman's gf
I love Farhan. ;)
Izza Zainal
05 August 1991
Farhan Sulaiman is drug.
Paddle Pop is Love.
Kinder Bueno makes me smile.
Green is Favorite.
Tuesday, February 03, 2009
Am tired from work. Ppfftt.. ! I just realise from Eeka that I've been forgetting things. Not STM (short-term memory) but LTM. Haha. Okay, its not a laughing matter. Ever since I found someone who loves me a lot, I tend to forget things (especially all those with guys). I have delete that memory from brain and blog. Really. And I didn't expect myself to forget the things that I'm not supposed to.
For example, what happened when Eeka is breaking up with her ex-boyfriend and my friend, Gee helped her. Then one of my friends took her ex-boyfriend's number nak mintak kenal2. Until now, I can't remember that Gee was involved in this. And there's one time where another of Eeka's ex-boyfriend wanted a break-up. Farah told me that I was really fanatic. It happened at Esplanade. Swear I can't remember that I was fanatic. These are the things that I shouldn't forget ! The part about my little sister. I think I've gone far in forgetting things. Haha.
The great thing is memories with jerks have been erased. Well, maybe not totally yet. Slowly everything will fade away. I don't even wish want to keep any of them in my mind. I was thinking to myself, why must I look back on them when I must look forward with Farhan. Maybe the rest of you will feel and think the same way as I did when you find and know that someone really loves you a lot.
Anyway, these days I have been spending a lot of time at work and with parents. Less time outside. The least is to meet Auni or go to Farhan's crib. Oh ya, and on 25 January went to watch midnight movie with Ayah at The Cathay. Reason is we're already outside having prata while waiting for the time to fetch Mama at 11pm. Then Mama texted Ayah last minute saying that she finished work at 3am. So Ayah came up with the idea of going to a movie. We watched the M18 movie, The Punisher. Violent okay. I wonder why Ayah like to watch violent movie. Ughh.. Then Ayah says next time if we want to watch movie, he want to ask Farhan to tag along (yay!).
Farhan;
1 month has passed. I still got another month to go. How time fliess.. Yet still moving so slow. I've been crying to sleep this few nights. Just that I'm missing him so much. I have no one to talk to and I don't want to only depend on sisters. This is my problem and I know I have to live with it. Being alone won't kill but being without Farhan kills me slowly inside.
Nur Farhan bin Sulaiman, I really miss you so badly. :(
Eyy.. Visiting you next week lah ! HAHAHA.
P.S Hope nothing happens to Adik tomorrow.
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LiL' Zea was here 02.01am..
=)PEACE(= One Love..
2:01 AM
