Tuesday, February 24, 2009
I got a lot of things to mention. I don't where to start.
Firstly, its so sweet of my little sister to give me a flower for Valentines. Haha. Thanks sister !
Secondly, (...) I forgot what to type down here. In any ways, this is just a short entry to keep my blog alive and I've been busy working these days. Today is my one and only day-off before Farhan is discharge from prison. I've been working 5 days straight okay. Furthermore, some shifts are back to back. It has been quite a long time I haven't had a 1 day-off. Haha.
Oh let me repeat this.. Today is my one and only day-off before Farhan is discharge from prison ~!!!!!!! You read that ? DISCHARGE FROM PRISON !!! DISCHARGE !!! Today is Tuesday. I got another 3 working days. This Saturday (28Feb09), I am going to be the HAPPIEST person in the whole wide planet !! This Saturday is going to be the start of my 2009, our 2009. I can finally feel the new year is coming. Oh, how great !
Okay okay. I'm getting in a real excite. Haha. Nobody knows how happy I am. :)
Another great news is salary increase with effect from 1st March 09. But the bad news, Supervisor and manager STILL not talking to each other. I heard rumors that manager will transfer out and DM wants to handover (which he is really keeping it a secret now). Hmm.. I left my oreo cheesecake and chocolate truffle at store yesterday. PPfffftttt.. !
P.S I've stop crying since yesterday because I know the day is coming. =)
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LiL' Zea was here 5.01pm..
=)PEACE(= One Love..
5:01 PM
Saturday, February 14, 2009
FIRST year reunion on Valentines.
How can I ever forget this special day ? A day when I'm getting comfortable with Farhan. A day when I received a first red rose in life. :) No, I can't. I will never forget this day.
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Our first picture perfect. Taken on 29 February 08 at BC chalet.
Don't feel bad for not being able to be by my side on this day. Feel glad that we're still strong even if we're so far from each other. Feel appreciated that I'm still waiting for your return patiently. Feel proud that I still love you just as much as before. My love is not fading away. Never will it fade because as time goes by, it is getting stronger and brighter. I will always make sure it shines just as bright as the stars. No matter how much quarrel we got into, I will stay strong. I want to stay strong because I don't want to let you go again. I don't want to let you go because I love you. Allow me to keep you.
When you're sad, I want to give my shoulder for you to cry on. I will be the one to wipe your tears away. I will be right behind you supporting you when you feel like falling.
When you're happy, I want to make you laugh. I want to make your day better than what you expected. And I don't mind standing one corner watching you. Because to see you happy is one of the greatest in the world.
When you're angry, I want to be your firefighter. I will wash away all your anger. I will give you warm hug and a light kiss on your cheek to cool down.
Allow me to be there for you.
Up till today, you never fail to make me fall in love with you. Instead you make me love you more. Memories with you shall not be erased. I won't forget your presence in my life. Still.. I want you to come back fast. I really love you, Farhan.
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LiL' Zea was here 7.11pm..
=)PEACE(= One Love..
7:11 PM
Sunday, February 08, 2009
It have been like a few weeks manager and supervisor not talking to each other ever since supervisor had to take an urgent leave just to send her little sister to the clinic. Manager was fucked up because she's supposed to be at her friend's wedding. Well, I'm on nobody's side actually but is supervisor's reason valid ? Whatever it is, work is not really that fun now. It is just good to see both of them talking, make jokes and laugh with each other because they started of as not to like each other. Haha. Complicated, yeah.
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How are you boyfriend ? I know I can't get the answer but I just can't help myself to stop asking. As days passed, the more I miss him. Miss him really bad okay. I've been wondering how come I haven't get a letter from you. Well, your mum did. Hmm.. What important is as long as you got my letters. :) 3 weeks more ! I feel like I have to wait for like another 3 months. *sigh* How time is moving.. I really miss you.
Oh, random picturess.. :D
[ Getting ready to go out for shopping. ]
[ Waiting for Eeka. Hmph. ]
[ Kak Nora's chalet. Forgot the date. These kids are having fun with games except for Haziq. He's scared to be wrapped. Haha. ]
[ Exhausted playing basketball. ]
[ He's sleeping. ]
The rest of the pictures are the latte art that is done by manager. Its Chinese New Year. Town is dead. Sales not running. We're really bored. While I went out for a puff, this is what she has done, killing time. There are many more but I only caught these on camera.
[ Okay, this is my spiderweb ya'll !! ]
Currently, am also addicted to the Korean movie, My Lovely Sam Soon. A DVD that I borrowed from manager. Its love plus comedy. A great one. Almost finishing it. It has 4 disc and now I'm at the 3rd disc. Little sister also starting to like it. Haha.
About Adik, she will be back in court this Tuesday. Lucky I'm not working. Hmm.. What's my life is gonna be ? I'm almost half-deadd.. :'(
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LiL' Zea was here 1.38am..
=)PEACE(= One Love..
1:38 AM
Tuesday, February 03, 2009
Am tired from work. Ppfftt.. ! I just realise from Eeka that I've been forgetting things. Not STM (short-term memory) but LTM. Haha. Okay, its not a laughing matter. Ever since I found someone who loves me a lot, I tend to forget things (especially all those with guys). I have delete that memory from brain and blog. Really. And I didn't expect myself to forget the things that I'm not supposed to.
For example, what happened when Eeka is breaking up with her ex-boyfriend and my friend, Gee helped her. Then one of my friends took her ex-boyfriend's number nak mintak kenal2. Until now, I can't remember that Gee was involved in this. And there's one time where another of Eeka's ex-boyfriend wanted a break-up. Farah told me that I was really fanatic. It happened at Esplanade. Swear I can't remember that I was fanatic. These are the things that I shouldn't forget ! The part about my little sister. I think I've gone far in forgetting things. Haha.
The great thing is memories with jerks have been erased. Well, maybe not totally yet. Slowly everything will fade away. I don't even wish want to keep any of them in my mind. I was thinking to myself, why must I look back on them when I must look forward with Farhan. Maybe the rest of you will feel and think the same way as I did when you find and know that someone really loves you a lot.
Anyway, these days I have been spending a lot of time at work and with parents. Less time outside. The least is to meet Auni or go to Farhan's crib. Oh ya, and on 25 January went to watch midnight movie with Ayah at The Cathay. Reason is we're already outside having prata while waiting for the time to fetch Mama at 11pm. Then Mama texted Ayah last minute saying that she finished work at 3am. So Ayah came up with the idea of going to a movie. We watched the M18 movie, The Punisher. Violent okay. I wonder why Ayah like to watch violent movie. Ughh.. Then Ayah says next time if we want to watch movie, he want to ask Farhan to tag along (yay!).
Farhan;
1 month has passed. I still got another month to go. How time fliess.. Yet still moving so slow. I've been crying to sleep this few nights. Just that I'm missing him so much. I have no one to talk to and I don't want to only depend on sisters. This is my problem and I know I have to live with it. Being alone won't kill but being without Farhan kills me slowly inside.
Nur Farhan bin Sulaiman, I really miss you so badly. :(
Eyy.. Visiting you next week lah ! HAHAHA.
P.S Hope nothing happens to Adik tomorrow.
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LiL' Zea was here 02.01am..
=)PEACE(= One Love..
2:01 AM
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