Farhan Sulaiman's gf

I love Farhan. ;)
Izza Zainal
05 August 1991

Farhan Sulaiman is drug.
Paddle Pop is Love.
Kinder Bueno makes me smile.
Green is Favorite.



Saturday, January 24, 2009



Sorry I cried when visting you yesterday. I really didn't mean to make you worry. I'm just so happy to see your face. I miss you. I miss your dimple. Really wants you to come back fast. You're just one of the special person in my life. I love you.

Well, now currently in my room using adik's macbook. Went out for a while just now. Went to central to buy my medicine. Eeka accompany me. Wan too. After buying the medicine, went to SPC to buy some cookies for Farhan's little one then slack at his crib for a while. Went back home around 8plus. Ayah says want to ajak me go out but until now he's lying in front of the TV. Hmph.

P.S Addicted to the malay novel that belongs to mama.

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LiL' Zea was here 9.33pm..
=)PEACE(= One Love..

9:33 PM


Thursday, January 22, 2009

Just so bored at home now. This is so not my life. Usually at this hour I will be with Farhan outside. We can be anywhere. Maybe resting at his crib, playing laptop at McCafe, walking around anywhere. Haha. There are a lot of things we've done. But today, who else can accompany me ? I won't be going out alone. Without him, I'm just scared of everything. Especially to be outside during night time.

I'm speechless. I just miss him a lot. I miss Nur Farhan. I want him back in my arms. :(

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LiL' Zea was here 9.20pm..
=)PEACE(= One Love..

9:20 PM



What the FUCK ?! Its 22nd within a blink !

HAHA. Boyfriend Farhan, happy nine months. Swear I'm missing you so badly. I've always been wondering how have you been. Your meal, your sleep, your health, your surrounding, everything ! Always hoping to get the answer when I knew I just couldn't. Just come back quick please. Whatever it is, I'm not working this Friday ! WooHoo !

Anyway, just came back from having dinner with parents just now at Changi. Finished work at 10pm, reached Pasir Ris around 10.30pm. Ayah text me last minute. So I waited for parents at Pasir Ris MRT and they reached at 12am. Ppfftt.. ! Imagine how long I waited for them. Haha. Well, I understand that Mama finish work late. She's busy as customer last minute buy stuffs at Giant.

So here I am blogging just to tell people that I LOVE FARHAN. :)
Eeka is getting better (that's what I want), no mood swing. :)

P.S See you this Friday.

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LiL' Zea was here 2.18am..
=)PEACE(= One Love..

2:18 AM


Saturday, January 17, 2009

These are pictures I wanted to update for like so lonngggg... ! And here's finally the time as I'm not working tomorrow.

Saturday (25Oct09): Sembang-Sembang Hari Raya @ Furama Riverfront.

Sembang-sembang Hari Raya. Tickets for 60bucks. It was a family occasion and Farhan tag along. Well, Mama is the one who wants Farhan to follow. Overall, it was a great night. All of us had a good laugh. Ayah and Mama participate in the games. That is the first time I saw Ayah dancing in front of everyone. I was shocked, yeah. Mama was like making a sound effect and I can't believe that can really do laugh like ghost. Haha. Oh yeah, we win a lucky draw. A cake mixer something like that and parents gave it to Farhan as I don't think we need it. Thanks for coming, Farhan. (:

[ Our tickets which cost 60bucks. ]

[ Handsome. :D ]

Hari Raya 08 edit.

[ With Maya. ]

[ Informal family. ]

[ With Babygirl, Syahirah. ]

[ Naim's grandchildren. ]

[ With Iqah the sailormoon. ]

Random (Irfan & Imran).

[ Imran in his brother's uniform. ]


[ In his brother's messy room. Haha. ]

Random (ZeaN).

[ Burnt hand at work. ]

[ My innocent good man. ]

[ In his full Long 4. ]

[ Macam medic ade tak ? Haha. ]

[ Night before you go. :( ]

[ Tigger resting on him. ]

[ He's busy with his laptop. ]

P.S Stress.. ! I want to visit you this Friday but I'm working. I don't care. If I get fired then let it be. As long as I got to see your face. Anyway, my pay is not increasing as they promise. FUCK !

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LiL' Zea was here 8.26pm..
=)PEACE(= One Love..

8:26 PM


Friday, January 16, 2009

Bad dayss.. What can I say. Life is just not normal since 31st December. I wish time is moving a lot more faster.

Okay now. Currently just came back. Working just and was attached at Harbourfront. Now I know why they say closing is rabak. That store is big ! Have to sweep and mop and body hurts (a lil bit only). After work, Ayah fetch me at Outram Park. Had our dinner at Bussoroh Street then fetch Mama at Parkway Parade. Oh yeah, I received your letter already. But I don't think I can reply it yet because your mum called just now telling me that you're not at Queenstown anymore. But boyfriend, see you next week ! (:

Not to forget Sunday (11Jan09). Had a great time with little sister. Planned to shop and I woke up late. Went out the crib around 6pm. Was rushing here and there because we're late. :D Went to Far East and bought myself (surprise). Walked to Heeren, window shopping and had some drinks from Spinelli. Little sister, its Hazelnut ! Not macadamia nuts. Not walnut. Okay ? Then we took a bus to City Hall. Walked around Raffles City then to Marina Square. I finally found the thing that I want to buy for Farhan. Thanks Eeka ! I also bought for Eeka a pink flower 'bangle' which cost 20bucks. 20 bucks for a 'bangle' okay.

I bought for Eeka a dress. I hope she likes it. (:



And to you my beloved boyfriend, happy 11th months reunion ! Stay strong, be strong. I know we are. I just wish and pray so hard that you will come back REAL soon. Whatever it is, I hope you know that I'm missing you. Really love you so much, boyfriend. Swear i do.

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LiL' Zea was here 1.23am..
=)PEACE(= One Love..

1:23 AM


Tuesday, January 06, 2009



I'm so happy to see you just now even its only tele visit. To see you smile just make me feels good and better. Its good to hear that you're doing fine and doing your prayer. I just hope days past so fast so I can get you back in my arms. I'm still really missing you so badly. I know we're strong. See you in next 2 weeks.. !

I love you, Mr Handsome-botak-head !

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LiL' Zea was here 11.28pm..
=)PEACE(= One Love..

11:28 PM


Friday, January 02, 2009

"How are you, boyfriend ?"
"Had your meal ?"
"How was your day ?"
"What about your bad cough ?"



There are so many questions I wanted to ask you. Farhan, I'm so worried about you. Remember the day before you went in, you vomit. Worried about your health, food, people around you. I'm worried just about everything. I still don't know where are you now. Whatever it is, I will never fail to pray for you every night before I go to sleep.

Farhan, my life is incomplete without you.
Come back, will you ? Please.

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LiL' Zea was here 11.04pm..
=)PEACE(= One Love..

11:04 PM


Thursday, January 01, 2009

Countdown with Adik and Dean at esplanade last night. I really have no plans for countdown actually. I'm just not in a mood to celebrate anything when Farhan is not around.

Sorry Farhan. I can't smile and laugh without you. I can't force myself. Last night was like the first time in my life I'm scared of fireworks. I swear, really. The loud sound of it and I feel like its going to fall on me. I cried when Adik and Dean was hugging me. Dean was like saying that Farhan is with us now.

But i still had a good time last night with them. It would have been even great if Farhan is with us.

Boyfriend, I miss you a lot. I want you back so badly.

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LiL' Zea was here 5.28pm..
=)PEACE(= One love..

5:28 PM




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