Farhan Sulaiman's gf
I love Farhan. ;)
Izza Zainal
05 August 1991
Farhan Sulaiman is drug.
Paddle Pop is Love.
Kinder Bueno makes me smile.
Green is Favorite.
Friday, December 19, 2008
16 December 08. The day when you surrender. It was just so hard to let you go. To see you cry, I become so weak. Too weak to be without you. I tried to hold my tears the moment you wanted to walk away but I failed. Every minute I always ask myself hoping to get the answer. If you have taken your meal, what are you doing right now, how are you feeling, are you crying, have you get a good sleep. Just so worried about you. That night before I went to sleep, I prayed so hard that you are doing really well inside. Prayed so hard to get to see your face and get you in my arms back again real soon. One night without you, I can really be insane.
17 December 08. I woke up and look at the sky. Wondering how have you been for that one night without me. Called your mum and she said that she's going to bail you out. How happy I was. That night when I was working doing closing, I realise someone was by the door, looking at me. I stared at him. It was too good to be true that the guy was Farhan. God answer my prayer.
Farhan still got until end of this month. I want to spend those precious time with him. Having him back in my armss.. I can't explain how happy I was. People just don't know how hard it was to be separated with Farhan even if its only for one night. More nights are coming. I know we're strong. We have to be strong. Trust me, I'll wait. Because by not having you, I'm just so weak.
And the only one who cried with me is Adik. Why find friends when you got your family, cousins ?
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LiL' Zea was here 3.33pm..
=)PEACE(= One Love..
3:33 PM
Sunday, December 14, 2008
Back again to update some pictures I edit. Currently at Farhan's crib playing his laptop. Just so addicted to the mystery games. Haha. And oh yeahh.. Snap a few shots just now with Imran and already edited it a bit.
Also our picturess..
[ Our smart day to Victoria Concert Hall. ]
[ My favorite. ]
[ One random dinner at BBQ Chicken. ]
I really love Farhan a lot. Really.
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LiL' Zea was here 09.16pm..
=)PEACE(= One Love..
9:16 PM
Time really past so fast. Once I open my eyes, its already December. In detail, 14 December. Its my 10th month reunion with Farhan. Goshh.. Days are just getting closer. I still can't imagine how my life is going to be without him. I'm just going to miss him so so badly ! I have to be ready. I must.
Well.. So now, its Sunday! Haha. Just happy its my day-off. Had meeting just now in the morning. My manager and I was late. We took the bus. Just came back a while ago. I feel bad just now that I didn't inform my parents I was going out. Mama woke up a bit earlier just to cook for me because she thought I'm working later in the afternoon. I realise that mama has put in a bit effort to wake up earlier just to cook for me. =D
There are just too many things to mention here but I will stop here. I need a rest.
Before I forget, happy 17th birthday Muhammad Rizwan bin Othman.
:: Friends come and friends go. The only friend who stays with me now; through good and through really bad is Farhan. That's why I love him.
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LiL' Zea was here 3.40pm..
=)PEACE(= One Love..
3:40 PM
