Zea Zainal

Monday, September 29, 2008

I feel like hugging you so tightly and never want to let it go. I feel like staying with you all night and put you to sleep. I feel like kissing you like the night never ends. I love you.

You gave me more than what I expected. I love you.

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LiL' Zea was here 11.48am..
=)PEACE(= One Love..

11:48 AM

Thursday, September 25, 2008

I'm never gonna leave you. Not anymore. I won't let it happen again. Now that I got you, I don't wanna let it go that easily. Love you, Farhan.

Work work work. Until I forgot my nephew and niece birthday. Sorry you guys.

[ Happy belated 12th birthday to Syed Ibrahim. ]

[ Happy belated 18th birthday to shaash. ]

Chey chey. Dah legal age lah dia. Haha. So anyway, pictures break fast with Nana & Ella has been updated at http://zeazainal.multiply.com/. So this is just a quick update. I need to go to work now.

P.S Hakim wants his papa.

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LiL' Zea was here 11.48am..
=)PEACE(= One Love..

11:48 AM

Sunday, September 21, 2008

I don't know what you want. I don't seem to understand.

You're always right when you say I never understand you.
You're always right when you say I'm an ego.

Sorry Farhan. Its not that I don't love you. I still do and always love you. The only guy I always dream to be with is you. Yes you, Nur Farhan bin Sulaiman. I'm almost there to giving up when you rejected my calls and at last, you divert it. Just because you don't want to hear my voice [?]. Sorry if I ever trouble you, in any ways. I just love so much. I don't want to raise my voice at you and I don't even want to hear you shout. It kills me inside when you're mad. I tried to say sorry and show you how much you mean to me but I failed.

You know I melt easily when you talk to me nicely.

Love you always, Farhan.
Just love my schnappy so much !

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LiL' Zea was here 01.49pm..
=)PEACE(= One Love..

1:49 PM

Saturday, September 13, 2008

A quick update. I'm so tired. Farhan must be more tired. Working every single day.

I took MC on Thursday. Working yesterday until 11pm. Reached Pasir Ris like so late. Bus was also very late. Got to sit with Farhan for like only 10 minutes. Was chatting with him at MSN about stuffs. I slept after sahur. Farhan wake me up at around 11am because I told him I wanted to send him to work. (: At least, for once I did send him somewhere and go back myself. Haha. Oh yeah, 7 months reunion tonight.

I love Farhan. I don't know how to explain how much I love him. How much he means to me in my life. I can't find a word in the dictionary. I missed him since 1st September. I want to spend my whole day with him but it seems impossible. I'm missing him so badly. Really bad. ):

I know I'm young to talk about this. But I want to go up the planquin, holding his hands. Haha. Really. Insyallah kalau ditemukan jodoh. Okay Zea, stop before it gets crappier! :D Adore Farhan!

Satu satu.. sayang sayang parents.

Dua dua.. sayang sayang sisters.

Tiga tiga.. sayang Nur Farhan.

Satu dua tiga.. sayang semuanya!

I only sayang them.

[ Farhan muke budak2. ]

LiL' Zea was here 03.26pm..

=)PEACE(= One Love..

3:26 PM

Sunday, September 07, 2008

Like FINALLY !!
Finally I can update my blog again after 1 whole week of busy working. Believe it or not, today will be the 2nd day of the month I will break fast with my family. My first day was on Tuesday which is the 2nd of Ramdhan. Its really sad when you don't have the chance to break fast with your family because of work. Futhermore, I'm doing closing most of the time. Pfffttt.. !

So like every other night, Farhan will fetch me somewhere and send me home. When I mentioned without fail, I really mean it. Eventhough he's really very tired & even if I say I can go back myself. *sigh* How can I not love him so so so very very the MUCH ?!

Random pictures: Farhan & I.