Everything started off with me. If I never open up that small topic, I don't think this will happen. Among all the quarrel we had, I realise that this was the biggest mistake I've made.



How stupid of me to never think that this kind of stuffs will make you blow up. I'm sorry I didn't realise it. I was wrong when I thought it wasn't a big deal.



I knew you're worried and you wanted to look after me. Its my bad if I just walk away without turning back. I just want you to stop shouting.



Our $30 is gone within a blink. If I did not throw it, I think its still in our wallet. I will try my best to pay it back. I know $30 is quite a big amount for us. We really had a hard time looking for money. I'm sorry.



When I took out our ring and put it in your pocket, I swear I didn't really mean to. I just thought that was the only way for you to pull me nicely and gave me a warm hug. I know I'm wrong to do that but I just wanted to hear your sweet voice not your harsh voice.



I'm still at fault at the first place. I'm stupid, I'm deaf. You got my answer. I apologise for being so stubborn. I'll try not to say what I don't want to do. A small deal can become a big real deal, I've learned that.



You make me realise when you mentioned that you need some time alone. Sorry I can't be there for you although I wanted to. Forgive me, will you ?



You've promised not to take out our ring when we quarrel. Now I wanted to take this oppurtunity to tell you and all my public readers, I promise I won't do it again. I won't take out that ring again unless I really wanted to break off. But I think its impossible for me to fade your love away. I can't deny that I still love you.

Farhan, my love for you is really strong. You gave me love that none of the guys in the world can ever gave. You took a very good care of me. Where on earth can I find a guy who will always piggy back me everyday to climb the bridge, to send me home and waited for the doors to be close then walk away, to buy for me something that can make me happy even if you do have enough money for yourself ? You are one in a million.

For the first time in our relationship, I didn't get your lips to kiss my forehead at the end of the day. I thought you hated me. I'm sorry. I'm just scared of losing you. I've lost you once for 3 years. Please don't give me another one. I still and always love you. My love for you is always growing stronger each day, never will it become weaker. Please forgive me. Its my bad.

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LiL' Zea was here 5.50am..
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