Random pictures.


[ Kak Noi's wedding. ]


[ Ayah aku oi. ]











Pictures at Kak Noi's wedding and the Zoo trip has already been updated at Multiply. http://zeazainal.multiply.com

Oh yeah, I went to the Singapore Zoo with Farhan and his family. Thanks to his dad for the treat. I really appreciate it. I had lots of fun although it was a tiring long walk. I can swear its more tiring to look after Imran. He insists of walking and we're like have to wait for him. Haha. Okay people, enjoy the pictures at Multiply. There are like 105 pictures I think. Haha.

Happy 18th birthday to Herda !

Good night.

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LiL' Zea was here 12.34am..
=)PEACE(= One Love..



I'm left all alone at home. Eeka & Eki working. Lynderella haven't come back. I haven't saw Eki for a few days already. Upset that she has contact back with Abg Deno. Not that I don't like Abg Deno but she must at least have the initiative to come back at least a day to see mama. Hmph.

15 June 08: Webcam (Wan & Eeka).


[ They're so jakon. ]







16 June 08: Time with Farhan.

I was having a bad time at his crib with Imran. I don't know why I'm so not in a mood that I accidentally shouted and scolded Imran. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to raise my voice but sometimes kids do get on my nerves. They are cute but they also need to learn. I'm still sorry.

Farhan & I was also having a bad time of where to go. We got back his Xbox from Yat and went to Downtown to slack with Wan and the rest. Just too many to mention. Haha. Oh ya, Gee was also there and I'm surprised. =D So as it is starting to rain not that heavily, Farhan & I make a move. Thought of sitting down for a while outside my crib just to rest but we can't stop talking. Was talking about the past and future and we were camwhoring. =P


[ Staircase is just outside my crib and in front of the lift okay. ]






[ Effect macam cool gitu kann.. ]





Then Eeka text me asking for help to go to Herda's crib and take her sandals. So as Farhan and I walked, we are still talking. Haha. At Herda's crib, we slack for a while and we played with her cats. Cute ! I like her cats. Haha.


[ Her 2 cute little cats. I forgot the name. ]

17 June 08: Mama's return.

Mama reached Singapore around 11pm. I was so happy when I saw mama. Mama shocked to see ayah. She hugged ayah so tight then Lynderella & I joined their hug. Haha. I can see the smile and happiness on her face. Mama was like walking around here and there to look for her siblings. That night, we had dinner at Rasa 21 with Cik Udin & wife, Mak Ode, Wak Enab & Kak Kiah. We reached home damn late.


[ Princess Kika. ]




[ 2 little kids, Maya & Haney. ]


[ Thank god you are back to us safe. ]

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LiL' Zea was here 6.54pm..
=)PEACE(= One Love..



Firstly, Happy Father's Day to you Ayah. I love you, I really do. Went out yesterday to buy for ayah something. It was a last minute plan. Went to Tampines with Farhan. Quarreled with him at the mall. I don't know if people are looking at us. I was having a really hard time thinking of what to buy. At last, I bought a mug for Ayah. Phew!


[ Ayah says he loves it, really. Haha. (= ]

After that, we went to Bedok by MRT. Well, we have to rush because Farhan's mum wants to eat and she ask Farhan to buy food for her. Then, we took 17 back to Pasir Ris. Slacked outside his crib and Wan came. Then we walked together to Herda's crib. The rest were doing their stuffs while Farhan & I are having a good time playing cards and layan-ing the cats. We went off at around 6am. Walked to Shop & Save to buy drinks then waited for the bus and head home. I had a good rest. Oh yeahh..

Random pictures.


[ Kak Noi & her husband wedding at Seremban. ]


[ At the airport with Grandma. ]


[ I just like the colour of my hair. Haha. ;) ]


[ Always playing PSP. ]

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LiL' Zea was here 09.29pm..
=)PEACE(= One Love..



What a surprise when I woke up from sleep just now. Eki cooked for us. Haha. Not that bad lahh.. Anyway, updating pictures that was taken at Dance Explosion 3.

07 June 08: Dance Explosion 3.

I didn't know that Dance Explosion was having an interschool modern dance too. Haha. Farhan & I killed our time walking around at White Sands (it was not that bored with him, seriously). Exactly 8pm, we were already at the open field, in front of the big screen. Trying to get the best view. (=

Wan's crew was not that bad. But Wan still look great on stage. And that day was like the first time when I shook his hand, he hugged me. Haha. Oh brotherr.. Anyway, many turned up. I was surprised when I saw Hassan. Haha. Remembered when he drive a lorry and bring us to Changi beach. ;)

So after the show, Farhan & I walked to Downtown. Grabbed an iced chocolate at McCafe then chill with my friends at McDonalds. It have been a really really long time since I slack with them. Hmm..


[ Farhan's friend, Fadil, and him. ]


[ Boyfriend. ]


[ Auni came. Oh yeah. ]




[ Iqah Nyonyet and Ayam. ]


[ Punishment. ]


[ Cute little boy. ]

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LiL' Zea was here 08.44pm..
=)PEACE(= One Love..



Since mama is not at home, I have been doing all the job in the house. Wash the clothes, hang it, fold it and send to the rooms. Cleaning up the living room and my bedroom (thanks to Farhan for that helping hand). And now, I'm sick ! Sick because the dust has attacked me ! It means, I can't smoke and I can't continue cleaning up the house. I thought of cleaning up the last part of my room and the last part of the living room but god don't allow me to. Hmph.

Have been resting at home since Sunday. And I just got to go out just now. Supposed to go out with Eki & Eeka but I'm just so sorry because Farhan called me in the morning and told me that his aunty has already booked a movie ticket for us. Its a waste of money if I didn't go right. So I have to wake up so lazily and meet Farhan at his home. Well, we watched Kung Fu Panda. Irfan is so short that he can't see the big screen in front. Hahahaha !! I had a good time laughing watching that movie. But I had a bad time with my runny nose and the noisy kid beside Farhan. Hmph. After the movie, went to central for a while to grab a chicken floss and went home to accompany Ayah who is alone at home. I feel so relief when I'm home because I feel like its the only place that I'm safe.


[ Mama, I always pray that you are safe. ALWAYS. I miss you. Come back home quick, please. ]

I don't know why am I feeling like this. Everything I do at home, I always feel that Mama is with me. I cried that night missing and worrying so much about mama. That time, mama text me saying that after she has done her morning prayer, she walked alone and got lost. Then she heard a gunshot. She got so scared then she cried. I was so worried that I cried. Lucky, ustaz fetched her and she is safe now with her group.

No one can cook for when I'm sick now. I just want my mama back. )=
Now I know how hard it is to leave under a roof without a mum. It was tough, really.


[ Time spend is getting lesser but my love for you is never fading. ]

I know we always quarell this few days but my day always end up in your hug and I just love you so much. We always shout and I cried. Sorry to trouble you, Farhan. Maybe I'm just to afraid to lose you again. I don't want that to happen. Among all the guys I've met, you are the only one who gives many unexpected things. I just love you for who you are.

And I only wonder when, Farhan. When are you going go through everything just continue your normal life as a NS man. Its not that I want you to go in because I want to enjoy. Its just that I care about you so much. I love you and I want you to have a better life. I want your life to be like other's. I know its hard but come on, Farhan. its once and for all.

I've promised I'll wait.

P.S Happy wedding anniversary to you, Mama & Ayah. Both of you were away but I just know how much you guys love each other. I'm proud to have a parents like you.
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LiL' Zea was here 12.33am..
=)PECAE(= One Love..



Mum has left for umrah yesterday. Mann.. I'm really missing her but glad that she replied my msg just now. Oh well..




[ All i want is for you to come back to us safe. ]

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LiL' Zea was here 10.13pm..
=)PEACE(= One Love..