Its a pleasure to meet Farhan back again. We're back to normal; like how we used to 3 years ago. He always sent me home every night without fail, I mean we walked.

3 years ago, I'm still a young kid just 14. I came down and started to slack at 230. That is where I got to know many people. Hudah & Hyril, Irfan, Wan and many more; especially Herda & Zyk. After all of us has seperated, I keep-in-touch with Farhan. Many don't like us to be together. There's always something or someone to stop us. I mean we have not been into any relationship before but most of them misunderstood us.

3 years ago, he was busted by his own friend about some crime. That's where we started to lost contact. I knew he was inside. I cried. Cried because he was just a great friend to lose. He never complain about anything (that means nothing). I remembered how we used to struggle to get a cigarette. It was a hard life. We're always short of money and futhermore, both of us are still underage. Haha. After days of not meeting him, I tried to forget about him and start a new chapter in my life. I did. I really did it because when he was discharged, he did not come and look for me. Furthermore, I did not meet any of 230 slackers anymore.

2 years ago, I managed to carry on with life. With my new classmates, new friends. End of year holidays, I meet-up with my primary school friends. From there, I got my Fucking Family. From Fucking Family, I got my Palu Kayangan. There are just many things that have happened until I don't even have time to think about what happened in the past. Sometimes I wish I really can totally forget about the bitter memories.

1 year ago, things moved on very well. Of course, there are some problems. But it was just in the past. While taking my N level, I still contact with all my friends. We do meet-up and slack together at Surfers. Sometimes we organise events (chey!). Every Saturday we go to town without fail. Haha. After N level, while waiting for results, we had some gatherings, had our chalet. The day before our chalet (mid December), I was sitting at Syairahim with Black, Didie & Black's mama while Wan was having a hair-cut. I saw Farhan back again. He was just sitting at the opposite table. Wanted to talk to him but I think its not the time yet.

1 year ago (late December), sometimes I went to Central with friends to buy cigarettes. I still saw Farhan. Wanted to talk to him but again, I think its not the right time yet. Until one day when I saw Hudah (who used to slack at 230) at Syairahim. I did not realise that Farhan was beside me. I asked her where is Farhan and she pointed to the guy beside me. Haha. I still did not talk to him. I told Hudah I wanted to but I don't know what's stopping me. Then while I was sitting with friends, he came to say Hi to me. Haha.

This year (around early to mid January), whenever I went to Central with friends to buy cigarettes, I still saw him. We just exchange smiles. One day while sitting at Syairahim (again ?! I know. Haha), friends was having their meal while I was sitting alone at one corner having a puff. Then suddenly Farhan came, he grabbed a chair and sat beside me. We just had a few minutes of talking. Asking each other what we are doing now and stuffs like that. Only that, yeah.

This year (early February), I was having dinner at Central. While making a move, I was waving goodbye to Wak Saleh when suddenly Farhan was right in front me and said Hello. Haha. Grabbed a box from him and I make the first move to exchange numbers. We had each other's number, we did contact but its only once. Until this one special day came, Valentines Day. I was at town with friends. Totally bored that day. After town, slacked at Surfers with Farah, Wan, Yan & Auni. After the rest has went back home because its getting late; furthermore most of them are schooling, I don't know why my heart told me to message Farhan and ask him if he can accompany home since I missed my last bus. Well, I did message him. Then I meet him at Central. Oh ya, he gave me a red rose for Valentines (I don't know how many times I have repeat this part. Haha). He was with his friend, Abg Fadil. Then, Farhan and Abg Fadil walked me home. From there, we started to contact. And everytime I went home late, he will sent me home. Without fail. I really mean it, without fail !

As for now, like I said we're back to normal. Since friends are busy with school, work and stuffs, I'm left all alone. That is why now I'm always at Central with Farhan. Well, I admit that I adore him. But I know history will repeat itself because Farhan will soon go into prison. I also have to admit that, I can't bear for another one. I just wish that nothing can stop our friendship now. I'm happy with him and his friends. I'm still happy with my friends (just that, I'm missing them so badly already).

Seriously, I don't wish for another one. I adore Farhan. But I know he cannot run away from problems. We're already prepared for what is going to happen. This time, he promised to look for me when he has already discharge from prison. No matter how long it takes, I will wait for his return patiently. Even if I got a new boyfriend in the future, I will not forget his presence in my life; not anymore. (=

And so, this is a story of my friendship with Farhan.

P.S Happy Belated 20th Birthday to you, Farhan.

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LiL Zea was here 9.07 am..
=)PEACE(= One Love..



I am really getting bored sitting at home doing nothing. Not schooling, not working. It means no money. No money means no enjoy. Hmph. Anyone got a job vacancy at anywhere can recommend me ? If possible, any job under F&B line. But of course, not fast-food restaurants except for McCafe. Hehe. Anyone can help ?

Really sick & tired of sitting at home doing nothing. Everyday sleep after sunrise. Its like no life and I need to get one. Haha. It have also been quite a long time I never come down to Surfers. Well, who can I meet ? Friends are busy now. Busy with work, school and stuffs. Left me alone. Hmph. Lucky me, I got to meet Farhan back again. Have been meeting him these past few days and he always sent me home (like he used to). I'm still missing my friends. *sob sob*

Anyways.. Here are some updated pictures and entry. (=

02 February 08 : Syafiqah's Birthday Chalet.


[ With Minah Skudai, Minah Rep & Minah Rock. ]




[ Rock kapa ? Me with my black fingernails. Haha. ]




[ I look like a guy. Its because of the hood and Yanti's shirt. They say I'm gothic [?] Haha. ]


[ I don't know who's shoe I'm wearing. Look nice. Haha. ]

22 February 08 : Mini Reunion.

Had a so-called mini reunion with my Springfield family. Only Gee, Nana & Ika turn up. Dina, Nurul & Ella cannot make it because Ella is sick and we forgot to inform Dina & Nurul. Hmph. Oh well.. There's always next time. Sorry. Haha. =D

Ika & I was late. We proceed to City Hall around 6plus. Get some drinks and slack at the Riverside. Talk & Drink to catch-up on life. Went back at around 9plus. Thought of meeting Farah & Black at 425 but I cancelled my plan and meet Farhan straight at Central since he has been waiting for me. Slack with him and he sent me home. *big smile* =D


[ Waiting for Ika. ]


[ Time to eat at Riverside. ]


[ Eh, Ika takder lah. ]


[ ahh.. Ade pon. ]




[ Bulan mengambang oi. ]


[ Gee pendek, tak nampak. Haha. ]




[ In the train, on the way back to hometown. ]


[ Her new name : Nobita. ]





23 February 08 : Yanti's Birthday Party.

I did not tag along with friends who went to town as I got a party to attend. Met Farhan at Central for a while and buy cigarettes. Then straight proceed to Pasir Ris Interchange as Shartika has already waited for me. I walked past Town Park and suddenly it was raining so heavily. And mann.. I was wet !

So anyway, saw Auni & Yan, Mas & Afai, Yanti & Shahid under Yanti's block. Had a puff and went up. Surprised that Yuan Qing also come. Kamarul & Hadiy was late. Afiq & Acit came even later. After everyone has left, I was sitting alone at the void deck waiting for Penny. It was getting quite late. Farhan also keep on messaging me, telling me that he's waiting for me. End up Penny did not come. Seriously, I was upset. After the party, I straight went to Central. And again, Farhan sent me home. Haha. =D


[ Lil Yanti is now 17. Haha. ]


[ Yanti's BIG 17th Birthday cake. ]


[ 4B 07 girls who came. ]


[ Minah Skudai step fierce. ]










[ Busy writing names and folding it for a lucky draw. Bedah sebok aje. ]


[ Yanti & Shartika. Shar's hair is natural curl okay. ]


[ Zea & Shahid. ]


[ Zea & Kamarul. ]


[ Bedah is laughing because Kamarul and Shahid was itching to dance. ]

24th February 08 : Family Day.

Went out with my family except Lynderella because she's working. Not forgetting Kiki. We went to walk around at Vivo City. Did nothing much. But we bought some stuffs at Giant. I got a new slipper, nice. Haha. Kika & I also got a short for ourselves, also a nice one. Haha. We had Ben & Jerry's ice-cream !! Ayah's is the only one with waffle. And I don't know what's up with Ayah. He sit there like as if we were at a coffee shop with legs up. Haha. CUTE okay ! After walking around at Vivo City, we had dinner at Arab Street.


[ Inside Kiki. ]


[ At Ben & Jerry's. ]





25 February 08 : Farhan's cousin, Imran.

Planned to meet Farhan in the morning but I'm just so tired as I sleep after sunrise. Then I delayed the time at 2pm. But I overslept again. At last, I make it around 5pm. Haha. Anyway, Farhan bring down his cute little cousin, Imran. We walked him to Central and Farhan's friend keep asking if that is his son and I'm his wife. Haha. I'm only 17 and people say I'm already someone's wife [?]. That is not cool. Hmph. As it was getting quite late, we sent him back home and I slack with Farhan at Central. Then Danial came. We had a chat. Again, Farhan sent me home. =D


[ Farhan's cousin, Imran. ]








[ This is my favorite picture. ]


[ Oh yeah, and this is Farhan. Who gave me a rose for Valentines. Haha. ]

Random Pictures.


[ With Iqah. During Chingay Parade at Marina steps. ]




[ The new mirror at our crib. We love it. ]


[ Oh and that is my sister and her husband, Kak Linda & Abg Erwan. ]






[ Kiki smiling away after Ayah polish it. ]


[ Anw, that is Pulau Tekong. The building is nice. ]


[ Overnight at Mak Ode's crib. That's my niece, Fazzilah. ]




[ When I was young. Its me & my Mama. ]

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LiL' Zea was here 4.19am..
=)PEACE(= One Love..