Sorry for not updating. But I'm just so lazy. So here am I typing just to keep my blog alive. Haha. Many things happened. But that's not the big deal. Today, I'm not gonna type about my life, about wad has happened. All I can say is I am so not being myself. I can't stick my butt at home all day long. I dunno why must I go out every minute. From morning till night. Hmph. Someone please save me from this 'evil' world. I'm so tired..

Here's something dat I would like to share. Something about ... Love ? Haha. I'm being so emotional. But wadda hell ? I already am.

Love is a word which means a lot to every single body living in dis world. To get love, you have to give love. When you give love, just give with sincerity from your heart and don't put high expections for it to come back. Love is beautiful when two person were involved. You know you're in love when you realise dat you keep on thinking about dat person every moment. You're always looking forward to meet dat person. And you always try to find as much time as u can to spend with dat person. When you have meet dat person, you know your heart is satisfied even if its just by the look on dat person's face.

On the other hand, love is hurtful. It hurts when you find out dat the person u love is actually not the right person to love. But still, you continue to love dat person without any good reason for dat person to have your love. Sometimes its hard to be in love. When you don't get to meet dat personor when its time to say goodbye, you find it hard to turn back and leave. But when you did, it hurts. If you love someone, it also means that you love who and what the person is. You will not change anything from that person.

What is the meaning of having a relationship without much communication? If you have a problem, you have to communicate. If you have something to share to let out your feelings, doesn't matter if it was anger, happiness or sadness, you have to communicate. Whatever that is need to be done or share in or outside a relationship, you still have to communicate. Without communication between both parties, the devils of misunderstanding will slowly influence the relationship to stop. But still.. If problems occured, you have to understand the whole situation first before you blame anyone. That is why we need to communicate.

Love happens once only. Once and the rest is just life. There's hundreds of pains but there's even hundreds ways of reliefs. No love exist if there's no pain, if there's no tears, if there's no hates. There is love in care. There is love in grief. There's even love in what you gain even if it lives you in pain. Once love is gone, everything is gone but hateness and loneliness will escort you forever and ever.

P.S Many pictures to upload. So, just gimme time. (=

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LiL' Zea was here 09.56am..
=)PEACE(= One Love..



Random pictures & Updates. (=

Thursday (23Aug07).







Finally, my free time to update. After weeksof not touching my computer. Hmph !

Anyway, its N level week dis week. Then, we're having a very long break and will continue our N level early October. Dis means dat there are no holidays for us. Haha. So far, every paper was okay except for Social Studies. I can't do dat well but at least I've done some and wrote something. Looking forward for English paper tomorrow especially paper 1. I just love to write story. (=

Okay so, I have finally made my decision. I plan to take a longer route. That is to continue studying at ITE then Poly. From what my teachers have said and friends have experienced, taking this route is better coz ITE is more on practical and Poly is more on theory. When you have done the practical, u can easily understand the theory. Well, I dunno dat much but dis is wad others say. Haha. Some can say its a waste of time and money. But wadda hell ? I guess its better.

Friday (24Aug07), had my first DJ lesson with Abg Deno at Boon Lay. I can swear dat DJ-ing is not dat easy. People who say dat turning table is easy, don't trust them. They're lying. Haha. Look easy but its really not. The turn-table is harder than CDJ. I have to learn to recognise the buttons and everything. The mixer is the most confusing one. Went back by cab. From Boon Lay all the way to Pasir Ris. Haha. Dat really cost a lot. Thanx Abg Deno for the money.

Saturday (25Aug07), a last minute plan. I had to rewang at Salihin sister's wedding. The fun came when Farah says dat she likes to play with water. Haha. Everyone is so kecoh-rable. After rewang, had my meal with Herda, change my clothes then rush to work as I'm really already late. Work is not dat tired. Not many people came. Met new friends. Haha. Almost had a tiff with Farid. Hmph ! And ya, Ayah fetch me from work.

Sunday (26Aug07), kendarat at the same place, Salihin sister's wedding. Ask Hasif to wake me up at 8am but he didn't coz he also overslept. Then, Danial woke me up at 9am. I knew I was late so let's just be late. Haha. When I reached there, the rest were doing their work already. Again, kendarat was not dat tired when there are guys around. After tired of being kendarat, I helped the others at the back. Quickly change my clothes then have fun with water. The ending part is fun. Hehe. After dat, we slack for a while at RC. Then, I can finally feel dat I'm tired. Hmph ! Happy Birthday Gee.

Saturday (01Sep07), went to Loyang Point to buy contact lens with Wan & Farah. Walked back to my crib. Tried to put on the contact lens with the help of dem. But I just can't. Haha. I'm never giving up okay ! We're running late as Acit and Jepon were already waiting for us at the MRT. Finally I tag along with dem to town after a few weeks of not joining dem. Herda and the siglap ladies also tag along. Met Hasif and Farhan at the riverside.

Today is already the 5th September.
So, Happy birthday to my dearest Mat Rep cousin, Muhammad Ridhwan Matin. He's already sweet 16. Haha. Not forgetting Nurul.

P.S Pictures to be uploaded next time when my USB is okay. Hmph !

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LiL' Zea was here 01.31am..
=)PEACE(= One Love..