The cutest dad in the world is not having a good life. He's so upset on Dancerholic & Lynderella. They always says dat Eeka & I always take advantage of Ayah. Ayah allow us to go home at night. Only Saturdays we always go back late. I admit I used to never come back home. I always think dat I wanna enjoy with my friends. But it was last time. I also admit I always come back late. I admit my mistake after all. But my elder sisters? They didn't look at themselves in the mirror.

Ayah send me a msg just now saying:
Sometimes I feel very sad adek always dont come home n akak sometimes didnt give mama $$.

I cried upon receiving the msg. I'm speechless. I'm always trying my best to help my dad by giving advice to my elder sisters but nothing seems to work. I dunno wad else to do. How I wish my sisters know how my parents feel. By the way Mama & Ayah talk to me about this, I know they feel dat they are losing 2 of their daughters. Their only hope left was only Eeka and me who are still schooling. Dat's why I wanna look for a job so dat I can give them some money even if my pay is only 100bucks.

Dancerholic & Lynderella always says dat they don't want to get married coz they wanna look after my parents. By looking at their attitude, seriously speaking, I don't trust them. I always dream to buy for my dad a new Harley Davidson bike and my mum a nice big bungalow house so dat we can live together as a BIG happy family. I know it cost me a lot. Even if I get to buy for them these stuffs, I don't think it's enough to pay back their love & care towards me. They have done a lot for their daughters.

I wonder if my sisters miss Ayah & Mama. Even me myself miss them sometimes. When I wakes up early in the morning for school, Mama is still sound asleep and Ayah's job is to send to me to school. When I comes back from school, Ayah is not home yet and Mama is getting ready to go for work. When it is night time, we don't always get to talk a lot. They always comes back from work very late. Even now, I miss Ayah & Mama very much.

Seeing them sound asleep in the middle of the night.
Seeing them flirt with each other.
Seeing them making fun of each other.
Seeing them ride a Phantom happily.
Seeing them walking & holding hands.
Isn't dat the greatest thing u can ever see?

Let the readers of my blog be the witness.

My dear cute dad,
You're the best, great, superb & number 1 dad in the world. I can't explain it how great u were. Its even hard to show. You never fails to make all your daughters happy. You always fulfill our wish. Whatever we want, you got it for us even if it costs you a lot of money. You always tryna make-up some stupid jokes to make us laugh. You even tryna make some stupid lyrics to some songs. Sometimes you do your stupid dance in front of us. You always fork out money to rent a car so dat we can go out together as a family.

I remembered when we were at Singapore General Hospital. I was having a backbone problem. You carried my heavy schoolbag all the way for me. When I need someone to fetch me in the middle of the night, u always come with your Phantom even if its after midnight. I also remembered when I was in-house suspended for stealing a lighter from the Chemistry Lab and you found out dat I skipped school. Mama is so mad at me. But you did not. You even told Mama to cool down and try to understand me. You're always trying your best to see me performing Dikir Barat on stage, to see me running for my school or my class. But when I bring some medals or trophies, you know I'm happy and you're proud of that.

So here I am. Wanna tell you that I just love you very much. I promise to take care of you and Mama when I grow up. I'm gonna make sure that when I finish my studies and got a stable job, you and Mama will stay and rest at home all day long. At that point of time, its my turn to shower you and Mama with love, to show you and Mama how much I'm willing to sacrifice and to return back all those happiness to you and Mama. I promise you, dad. Even if I leave this world first, just know that I'm your daughter now, then, forever and till eternity.

My happiness just lies in my parents' smile & laughter.

Love,
Zea Zainal. (=

P.S Can you stop rolling down my cheeks?

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LiL' Zea was here 07.05pm..
=)PEACE(= One Love..