There's too much for me to update and many things to talk about but I don't wanna say out every single thing here, online. Maybe I shall keep everything as memory and take it as a lesson to learn from.

I realise that I have been spending most of my time with the fucking family. So much time with them until I don't know when is the sun rising and when is the sun setting. People can say that they're a bad fucking family of mine that influence me to be worst. People can say to me that... "Hey Zea, what type of fucking family u have ? Smoke, drink, tattoo on the body ..." And so the story goes on. But hey, the fucking family that I have now actually make me realise many things. People are judging a book by its cover without reading the story inside the book. I love the times we spend together regardless of our happiness or sadness. To be with the fucking family 24/7 is either we want it or don't. Nobody is forcing and nobody is teaching.

We, as the fucking family, although we're always together, we never fails to think about our loved ones, our family. What Black says is true.. It's not too late for us to seek for forgiveness from our parents. If our parents say that they don't wanna forgive us, think back, are they the god ? Khairul's grandmother told Black that she's already old and she will be gone anytime and again, what Black says is true. Doesn't mean that you will die when you're old. A teenager like us can even die tomorrow. A baby who is 1 month old can die and what about us ?

Black is a gives a good advice that i cried when I think about everything back. It is a fact that he can be patient to anyone but he cannot be patient to himself. People may judge Black as a bad guy. Well, not only Black but all the fucking family members. People may misjudge the fucking family but wadda hell ? I love my fucking family because they're the one who teach me a lot of things especially to love our parents and family. Still, we're considered as a little bit of a bad company. Hehe.. But our first priority is our family, no matter what happens.

P.S Fucking Family hari raya pics and outing to town pics will be uploaded soon. (=

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LiL' Zea was here 04.52am..
=)PEACE(= One Love..