Better update before it's too late. Alrite now, it's already the 29th August and yet I haven't wish my beloved frenz online.


And also another Belated Birthday to my partner in crime, Giie ! She had just turned 17 on the 26th August. I miss u lots lah Giie ! Where have you been ?

Anyway, I went for my appointment with the specialist yesterday. Dad fetch me from school. Had lunch at Tai Sing, Mum's shop. Wak Man was also there. After our lunch, straight headed to Health Promotion Board. Waited for exactly 2 hours for my number to be called out by the specialist. Dad was so tired that he sleeps with his shades on. Haha.. Lucky he didn't snore. So anyway about my backbone. I remembered my degress was about 17 or 18 like that. It was getting worse, yesterday the specialist checked my degrees, it was 27. I was supposed to wear a brace to support my backbone but it cost a lot, 454bucks. Nuts or what ? With that money, I can buy new handphone ! But then the specialist said that big possibilities my backbone will be okay but sometimes it might not. So by 6 months after wearing the braces, if my backbone is still not okay, I will have to go for an operation.

Don't u think it's like a waste of money if I have to buy the braces and after 6 months, if my backbone is not okay, I will have to go for an operation. It really cost a lot. I know my parents can't afford it. I prefer to go for an operation now rather than later to waste my parents' money. I mean I know it cost a lot. But if I had a choice to choose between braces and operation or operation, I would rather choose operation. Ermm... Get wad I mean? But still I'm crying not because of myself but because of my parents. )=

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LiL' Zea was here 05.47pm..
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I was late for school. Uh, Oh ! I didn't mean to. Went down the bus and I saw Bella, Penny & Hadiy was at the bus-stop waiting for me already. While crossing the road halfway, saw Mr Wong outside our school talking to Farhan and gang (The Sec 1s peeps). Imah & Yanti was also waiting for us under the block. So we walked in twos to go in school. Daym, I owe 6 detentions i think.

Had F&N again. Ugh ! Azwan helped me with my workbook. I had totally done my mindmap. It looks like I still have a lot to catch-up. I mean just another 2 stuffs to hand-in and I'm with the normal class lessons. Profile of an elderly and the 3 day food record. Sounds easy but it's not. I still have problems. I'm not going for detention tomorrow. I would rather finish up my F&N stuffs. Wish me luck lah people ! Haiyoo..

Anyway, our last period just now was Math at Computer Lab. The guyz especially Nizam was very fucking irritating. When I wanna study for Math, I just can't. Sometimes I do pity Mr Sim. He's actually a very nice teacher. It's just that we didn't see it. WHY ?! Can u guyz at least respect him for once ? Ciann tau Mr Sim. )=

And after school, followed Nurul, Imah & Yanti to afghan. But the things that they wanna buy don't have. Went home for a while, change my clothes. Made up our mind and we decided to matau duit and buy at 251. Slack at there. When Yanti & Imah went home, Ninie & Zoig was also at 251. So I meet them. Then Ninie's fren come. Then went home and mum & dad was not at home. Ciann Caramel sorg2 kat rumah. )=

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LiL' Zea was here 11.38pm..
=)PEACE(= One Love..



Saturday: I went to Ninie's pit abit late. Sorry lah I can't woke up in the morning. So i met Herda, Bobo, Acit and Zyk at Downtown then we walk together to the pit. Haikal was alone at there. Sit there, eat, drink and enjoy until night comes. Thought of going home actually but it seems like I miss the night outside. So i stayed and Caramel wanted to join. At last, Ryz, Caramel, Ninie, Haikal, and Acit ton. Not really ton ah. Let's call it overnight.

And I have learn to play a guitar. WooHoo ! Thanx to Ninie. Keep practicing to play it over and over again that night. Anyway, we went off in the morning around 9 or 10am like that. Took bus with Caramel and Ryz and to interchange. Bought for myself and Caramel hotcakes for breakfast.

Anyway, guess wad my parents bought for themselves ?



Haha ! How cute my parents are.
Mum's blue.
Dad's brown.
They bought for Caramel the pink ones.
And please, I want either black or green ! (=

Went to school late just now. Lucky the back gate was still open. Penny, Hadiy and I quickly sneaked in and stays in the toilet first until our class has dismissed. The first four periods were F&N. When it comes to this lesson, I was stress. Totally stress ! Coz I got a lot to catch-up. Ugh ! I had no decision but to stayback tomorrow. Not thinking to drop the subject. Actually, on my first thought only. Heh ! Had the rest of the lesson as per normal. Assembly was boring as usual. After school, I was supposed to have mock oral examination. Actually, I wanted to go but since many people not coming, I have no mood to stayback. It's not important right ?

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LiL' Zea was here 05.15pm..
=)PEACE(= One Love..



Firstly, before I continue updating.





Happy Birthday to the Beautiful Dina & Pretty Ninie. They had just turned 15 on 16th August. Not forgetting to TashaRoy whose birthday is also on the same date. But she's 16 already. Hope they have fun. (=

I was stressed just now in school. I can't believe that I was a bad girl. I didn't mean to be bad. I mean who wanna be bad. This month I've made a lot of trouble. Have been troubling my teachers to call my parents. Firstly, I stole a lighter from the Chemistry Lab and I was in-house suspended in school. Secondly, I came in school late purposely with my classmate and my mum called me. She thought I wanna play truant. Thirdly, I didn't attend school on Wednesday and I didn't take my Math Paper without informing my parents. The fourth time was yesterday when I didn't attend PE lesson. It was considered a truancy right. So I have to face the consequences. Maybe another boring in-house suspension. Only in the month of August, I have made 4 stupid things.

Mr Watson keep asking me what can he do to the class. What happened to the class. I just feel like saying it. Tapi tak sampai hati !! Just now Mr Sim talked to me during CME lesson. He asked what is my problem? I kept thinking what is the answer. I have no problems with my friends nor my family or relatives. I don't know what's the matter with me. Why must I do this stupid things. I don't wanna have the fifth time. )=

And ...

About the Nana's problem. Everything is solved. We still don't know who stole Nana's handphone and wallet. On Wednesday when I didn't attend school, went to meet Natasha, Asmida, Nana, Marlina & TashaRoy. After the long talk, TashaRoy says Nana has the fault, Natahsa and Asmida also has the fault. Not only them, I was involved also. I kept saying that Natasha and Asmida stole Nana's stuffs. Why I said it's them? Because of Nilam. Nilam msg me saying that if we were to report this case to the police, she knows who to find. The way she say is to tell us that they really stole Nana's stuffs right? At last, we make a deal that the 5 of us, Nana, Marlina, Natasha, Asmida & myself, to pay for a new handphone. Nilam is not getting away lah. Coz she was also invloved although she was not at the scene. Fairer. Right ?

Tomorrow is Ninie's birthday pit. I'm coming bebeh !
And shit ! My camera is spoiled. Ugh !
No camera means no pictures to update in my blog.
Daym, my blog is gonna be bored. *DeaD BoreD*

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LiL' Zea was here 05.03pm..
=)PEACE(= One Love..



Daym ! I have so much to update. But nevermind, I try to make it short.

Finally, Ninie and me is ok. After years of our LONG fight. Ninie finally apologise. I accept it of course. I'll be friends with anybody. So, we were back to normal. Didie, Wan, Ninie and me. But Shikin ? Argh, wadda hell ? She has forgotten about us already. She didn't even call me or Didie to wish us Happy Birthday. It's your choice now Shikin.

Hmm ... Ape lagi eh nak update ?

Oh ya, yesterday went out with Penny, Auni and Faizah to Da Sho Case hosted by Freaky Z. Daym, he's a very funny guy. Haha ! It was held at Woodlands Community Club. Unluckily, we reached there 1 hour late. At least I got to see the Rap sho case. That's my favorite ! Anyway, there's this 1 crew dance very well. I mean fucking well. I forgot their crew name already. They're multi-racial and looks quite old. Another great performance is also the SKMF. They were small kids and moving really fast. The 5 of them were really cute. Haha !

Then, we had a 10mins break. My sister, Lynderella keeps calling me. She said Abang wanna buy for me something for my birthday present. So she told me to hurry coz City Hall is so PACKED ! So I sadly leave Faizah and Auni and happily meets Lynderella. Met her at Suntec City. I told her I want an Adidas jacket and I was dying to have it. So, we went to the Adidas shop there. I like the red ones but Lynderella said the jacket look like Mat2 Motor. But the one with hood is quite a okay. So, we went to the City Link Adidas shop. Also, not really the colour that I want. Then, we went to Raffles City Adidas shop. The pink jacket is really nice but pink ? It is so not my type. I had a really hard time thinking of which one to choose. We keep walking back and forth to the 3 Adidas shop nearby. At last, I bought a green adidas jacket with blue stripes at Suntec City. And it cost S$119. All thanx to Abang. (=

After tired of walking. We decided to take a rest at Caramel's and my favorite ice-cream shop. BEN & JERRY !!

~Okay and now, I have problems uploading the pictures. Ugh !

Niwaes, after our great ice-cream break, we proceed to Esplanade to watch the firework. Marina Square was so fucking packed. My sisters and I had a hard time squeezing through. While waiting, I played Lynderella's PSP for a while. Then suddenly the firework has started. People were so excited. The firework is perfect. It's really nice. Caramel recorded many videos of the firework and uploaded only 1.

The firework ::
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CKueSMF_lOY

And there's this one part near 2mins 20secs. A small firework was like flying upwards and suddenly it burst. That was my favorite part. And everybody was like "whoa!". Yea, I know the video is not dat clear due to people's head and tall tress.

Before I forgot, Happy Happy Birthday to my beloved sweet caring beautiful MUM ! I love u mum. No matter wad happens, I love u the way u love me.

P.S I'll update on my mum's birthday next time.

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LiL' Zea was here 04.14pm..
=)PEACE(= One Love..



Natasha & Asmida says, "Pencuri mane nak mengaku kalau da curi"

Don't u guyz understand ? It means that they were the one who stole it. Ok Nana, we knew the answers already. It's just that they don't want to admit. If they don't want to admit, they are making the matters worst. Please don't say that Nana & I is ur friend that u don't wanna busted. I don't wanna fight or quarrel but it looks like I have to. I'm not scared of Nilam or anyone else. But u wanna make matters worst, u wanna see the real gangsters, I don't mind. I can show u the real gangster (If only I have to, but please don't make me, I don't wish to).

Updating my blog juz to say that we celebrated National Day just now in school. The Sec 4s were having LOTS of fun. I thought of joining them but just forget about it. Fifi & Bella extra2 stand in front of us to sing and dance. Haha ! Should take a picture of them. Daym !

I'm supposed to follow Hadiy and all to Yishun. Not sure for what at there. But I was too lazy. So I meet Auni, Shartika & Nurul at Tampines Mall. Then, meet Nazrin and Danial. Went to McDonalds since Nana and friends were there. Suddenly Nana bad mood with Danial. She walk away just like that. I quickly catch her. Then, told Nazrin to meet us at Sunplaza Park. Saw Giie from far, Nana & I ran to her and hugged her. Miss her loads. Accompanied her to buy ciggarettes and we walked together to Sunplaza Park. Slack at there with Auni, Shartika, Imah & Yanti for a short while only. Coz I'm so tired. I wanna sleep.

Oh ya, went for in-house suspension on Friday and Monday. Coz I stole a lighter from the Chemistry Lab. Actually, not really stole it but accidentally stole it. I put the lighter in my bag and when lesson has finished, I forget about the whole thing. And I just came out from the Chemistry Lab without knowing about the lighter. Yes, I know I was stupid to put the lighter in my bag, shut up !

In-house suspension was quite fun actually. With Yanti, Penny, Azwan & especially Masitah. She always have different kind of jokes everyday. I guess Mr Watson is dissapointed in me. Daym, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to steal. Same goes for Penny. Azwan, don't need to say lah. He stole a distilled water for fun to spray water at people. Anyway, in-house suspension on Monday was very fun. We had many different kind of laughs together. Masitah keep disturbing Azwan, from one end to another. Masitah keep saying I Love You to all the teachers walked past, doesn't matter is it a he or a she, good-looking or not. And we were calling the teachers name like as if we know them. The 5 of us were laughing so loudly together. Lucky, Mr Ricky didn't scold us.

After the in-house suspension, I rush home to take my dad's ATM card. Coz I got an appointment at the Health Promotion Board for a check-up. I can't believe that I am gaining weight. ARGGHH !!! I DUN WANNA GROW FATTER !!! The Health Promotion Board was fun. The walls have many paintings like the Singapore Healthy Diet Pyramid and many more lah, that is something got to do good health. If only I got a camera with me, I might wanna take a picture of it coz it has something got to do with my F&N work.

Okay, back to check-up. After taking my height and weight, went to see the doctor. When he type the number of degrees of my backbone, I just feel like crying coz my degrees is out of range. The doctor was also shocked, he told me to x-ray my backbone. So I did. The x-ray part was scary. The room was like so dangerous ? After the x-ray, went to see the doctor again. Saw the doctor was playing computer games. Haha ! K anyway, I saw the x-ray of my backbone and it was not totally straight anymore. And I feel like crying again. I just don't want my backbone to be worst and I will have to go for an operation. I don't want to waste my parents money. The doctor says that I might have to see the specialist.

And my next appointment is on 28th August.
Wish me luck ! (=

I'll update about my birthday present as soon as I got it all.
Nazrin, Nana and Mr Watson, I'm waiting. Haha !

Before I end this, I wanna say that I miss my dad.
I never get to meet him this few weeks coz he's always busy working from early in the morning when I was bathing for school and came back late at night when I was already asleep. Miss u dad, LOTS !

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LiL' Zea was here 09.34pm..
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Yesterday (04 Aug 06) I was out !

After skool, went to Burger King with Nazrin, Nizam & Sisqa. After that, took bus 3 with Nazrin & Nizam.



Went home, change my clothes then called Penny. Asking her if she can accompany me to do IC. Unfortunately, she wanted to go to Esplanade with her culture friends. So I called Auni & Faizah. I'm so happy when they wanted to accompanied me. So, we went out late. Around 4pm. When actually the ICA building closed at 5pm. Since we were late, we decided to meet Penny and friends at memo. Reached City Hall, we have to rush to the toilet since Faizah need it urgently. x)





Then, we walked slowly to memo. Waited for Penny & Shidah at there. While waiting, the camera always have the answers to our boredomness.











When Penny & Shidah have reached. We slack for a while then meet Penny's culture friends at the riverside. Had fun carrying Shidah coz she's so small and I mean damn small. K so, we slack at the riverside. Auni, Penny & I getting crazy. So we decided to take picture like a retarded by carrying our bags like stupid. Auni really looks funny. She's cute !



When Penny & friends wanted to see the indie gig. Auni & I waited for my sister, Caramel. Then, we walk around at Boat Quay. Actually, I just wanna show Auni the special shop (Only the name of the shop). Haha !









After walking around at Boat Quay, thought of going to Clarke Quay. But just forget it coz it's getting late. Then we walk slowly to City Hall MRT.



But we're not going home yet. We went to Bugis for a while. Coz Caramel wanted to buy the new faded jeans. And she want to treat me for my birthday present. So, she bought for a faded green jap pants and she finally bought for herself a faded jeans. Then, we went home.

Happy BIRTHDAY to MYSELF !
Not forgetting Rick . (=

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LiL' Zea was here 02.39pm..
=)PEACE(= One Love..



Yesterday in skool was quite fun. Haha ! After physics lesson was recess. Rashid and gang sang me a birthday song. Although my birthday is this Saturday. So sweett .. Penny bought for me a Billabong bag which cost 70bucks. It was damn nice and damn expensive. I like it a lot ! I carry my bag along during recess and many was like giving a comment on my new bag. Nana, Syuhairah and Elyssa was jealous. I mean so fucking jealous ! Nyaha !

Yesterday night, I was bored. So I decided to play pantun game with my niece, Fazillah, and Caramel. Fazillah's in green. Caramel's in yellow. Zea's in blue. (Text in Malay)

Eeka selalu kuang ajar
Kuang ajar dengan sesiapa sahaja
Dekat sekolah dia tak suke blaja
Bontot dia da macam gajah

Main computer setiap hari
Hari-harilah sampai tak ingat bilik
Present Iza belom beli-beli
Dia tak tahu pantat dia kecik

Orang yang selalu nak mengata orang tak sedar diri
Sembarang jalan pon tak tengok kanan dan kiri
Aku harap satu hari nanti
Hidong nye senget kene langgar accidentally

Si Eeka selalu main computer
Dia shiok sendiri kadang kale
Gurau ketawe bersende-sende
Lupe homework tak terkire-kire

Oi makcik jangan over
Kite kate eh si giler
Over, over dia jugak auntie kiter
Biler nak bagi present Iza, biler?

Adik aku nama Atyqa
Dia lupe birthday kakak dier nak datang
Kalau tahun nie tak dapat hadiah
Di laut jugak badan nye dibuang

Kuku izang sangat lah hitam
Tak habis-habis balik malam
Aku macam nak smack muke dia sampai lebam
Biar dia tahu takmo macam paham

Mentang-mentang birthday dia
Tak yah lah nak over
Kau tahu tak birthday aku bila ?
Nak present aje

Perangai Izang tak boleh nak ku angkat
Kalau boleh nak campak cat
Tapi takper sebab dier kan cacat
Sampai di sini saje lah TAMAT !

Eh iza, selalu kuang ajar
Dia tahu tak dier tu siao
Kat skolah nak concentrate blaja
Nampak kucing, kucing tu pon meow

Belo ke pasar dengan si sewel
Suke sangat mengumpat pasal Iza
Satu hari kalau mate tu dah tembel
Hah, baru lah padan muke dia

Pantat Izang sangat big
Kalau boleh aku nak kasi sidekick !
Tak lupa dengan satu cekik
Biar kepale dia nanti jadi itik

That's about it lah. I know it's such a stupid crap. But what to do ? Bored already. Anyway just now in skool quite boring ah. After Mother Tongue, the guyz suddenly throw newspaper at each other. And we have a so called newspaper war in class. Haha ! Funny sia. After recess, had F&N and I just feel like crying. Coz I have done the coursework at home and save it and Penny's MP3. Yesterday Penny took it back and I have to do whatever I can for the 2 periods. And I managed to do only 2 pages. DAMNIT ! After F&N, we had Math lesson. Mr Sim was so angry with us. The class was damn noisy and we waste 1 period of Math lesson.

After skool, went to This Fashion with Auni, Masitah & Faizah. They were just window shopping, looking for new clothes to wear on National Day. After that, they accompany me to look for Nana's present. It's nice and expensive okayy ? Since I don't have enough money, I went home first while they went to Masitah's house for lunch. Took my savings, sleep for a while and went to buy the present at night.

The time now is 11.49pm. Another 11 more minutes to Nana birthday. So, before I'm too late or before I'm getting busy this few days. I must wish her a very very very Happy Birthday to you. People thought that I fought with her when actually I love her and missing her more and more. Have lots and lots of fun tomorrow.



Oh, and not forgetting my irritating and cheerful collegue, Jamilah a.k.a Baby Joker. I miss her too. Long time no see lah. Where u go ? Alrite now. Till here ! Smile always to birthdays peeps.

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LiL' Zea was here 11.54pm..
=)PEACE(= One Love..