I suddenly remembered my life with the 230 slackers.
Kinda miss those times man.
How i wish everything dun happen between us.
Ugh !!

Well forget bout dat.
Life must go on.


Yesterday was so damn tired.
Ima & me worked @ Jurong East.
Mummy was working with her niece.
Unfortunately, Ima & me didn't finish up even 1 booklet.
We went off at about 5pm.
Ima went to Eunos to meet her cousin.
While I went to Bedok coz got dikir training.
Meet Nizah @ Bedok interchange.
Den walk to Bedok CC.
We had a very long story along the way.


Dikir yesterday was quite bored but stressing.
Coz we're supposed to spoil the songs of Kelana Purba.
My group was Kak Aishah, Kak Liza & Kecik.
Well we eventually made a Thailand song.
I mean the concept is Thailand.
And our group name is Patthai.
Coz kite empat org & our song is concept Thailand.


After training.
Walk with Nizah to Bedok Interchange.
Thought of taking 9 back home.
But den I saw 17 is the nearest to me.
Hur Hur !!
So while walking towards the 17 line there.
I saw Raden alone.
I mean Raden Irfani.
He was supposed to meet her girl @ Pasir Ris beach.
So we talked to each other.
Den when I look back.
I saw Afiq & Axel with their mates.
Dis time it's Danial Afiq.
They were skating @ Bedok eh?
Yea, coz saw each of dem with their skateboard.


When I reached home.
My parents was not at home.
No wonder they didn't call or msg me.
Coz I reached home quite late yesterday.
Saw Caramel talking on the phone with her peeps.
And Lynderella was watching TV.
Haiya !!
So bored ah.


Supposed to watch movie with my cousins !!
But den I rejected it coz Uncle Uni wants to watch it @ night.
I juz dun wanna go home at night the day after is skooling.
And i dun it to be kebiasaan.
K guyz.

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Peace.. One Love..



Emoism suddenly came to me & Nurul juz now.
I tried to stop myself from crying.
But nothing seems to help.
Had a long talk with Nurul juz now.
I understand her.
I also understand Nizah.
Coz I know wad they felt.
I've experienced dis & i dun want my frenz to experience it.
I juz LOVE my frenz so much !! Okay?!
And i dunno wad happened to me dis few days.
I kept on thinking bout my family.
And it affect the relationship with my frenz.


Drop the topic lah ZEa.
Ugh !!
And i like my pic >>


On the left step fierce.. On the right step cute..


Herda & Zea.. REmix..


Zyk is wacky.. Siao !!


Remix of me.. Yea..


Gonna update more soon.
~toodles..

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Peace.. One Love..



Finally, it's common test !!
Had English paper juz now.
Not forgetting Physics & Chemistry.
Physics was so damn difficult.
At least Chemistry I managed to do sumthing.


26 more days !!
Yea.. 26 more days & Abg Yus is OUT !!
I miss him liao..
I had the greatest dream for the last 2 nites.
It's sumthing got to do bout Abg Yus.
But everytime I woke up from dat dream.
I feel like crying.
I can be emotional dis few days but wadeva u say.


I've lost Abang.
And I'm scared dat one day I might lose frenz.
I'm scared dat I might lose sumone I love.
I dun wish to lose Abg Yus.
I need to change Dancerholic.
Nothing seems to werk.
I've read my Mum's msg dat Lynderella sent her.
I suddenly cried.
I can feel wad my Mum is feeling.
I wanted to help.
But there's nothing dat I can do.


I miss my Happy Family !!
A happy Family which we used to spend our time together.

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I'm so stressed.
I dunno wad to do.
I just hate Abang.


He dun wanna meet Lydnerella anymore.
It's like.. Wadda hell?
He dun allow my sis to meet her secondary skul frenz.
Wad's the sin?
Last nite while I was playing the com, Lynderella came to me crying.
Asking me ....
"Wad if Abang leaves Kakak?"
And yes, she have apologise to Abang.
I hate Abang man !!
I thought he was the coolest Abang I ever met.
He make my prediction wrong.


Dancerholic finally came home juz now.
She came to me and kissed me.
I miss her so much.
But now she's out again.
To werk of course.
And ....
Wad's the difference werking at Phunk Bar & Devils Bar?
Stoopit lah..


I had the best dream last nite.
I've dreamt dat Abg Yus was waiting for me outside my skul.
I was so damn happy when I saw him.
28 more days to go..
Still missing Abg Yus !!

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I totally miss Abg Yus so much.
I even miss Dancerholic.
I miss dem so much !!
Dancerholic have not been at home dis few days.
31 more days I'm gonna meet Abg yus.


Anw,I went to skool by myslef juz now.
Since Nana need to go to skool early.
So, we had Total Defence Day just now.
Kamarul & gang was crazy.
Totally crazy !!
First, Nazrin from NCC (Land) came into our class.
We clapped our hands.
Followed by Fajar from NPCC.
We clapped our hands.
Lastly, Khairina from NCC (Sea) came into our class.
We clapped our hands.
Was having Social Studies dat time.
The class was too noisy.
And guess wad?
Our teacher gave up on us and juz walked out of the classroom juz like dat.


Juz now in skool.
I was so stressed bout Giie.
Natasha asked me wad happen when actually I didn't say anything.
She can see me when I'm stressed or happy.
Thanx for being too kind sis !!
After skool, have been talking to Natasha & Asmida while waiting for Nana.
When I talked to them.
I totally miss Dynamites.
I really miss our lower secondary life.
With seniors around us.
Haizz !!


I'm really stress.
Dat's it.
I scared of losing a fren.
Losing a fren whom I really treasured.
I've been wondering if I've treat dem nicely.
Am i a good fren?
I feel dat I'm useless.
I dunno how to understand my fren.
ARGH !!

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Firstly,
Happy Valentines Day !!


I didn't celebrate it.
Coz I dun think I shud celebrate it.
So anywayss..
Skul have been going as per usual.
Except for the part when it comes to frenz.
Stressed bout Giie.
Totally stress.
Trying not to think about it.
I dun want it to affect my studies.
My MSN nick I asked ...
"Who wud care about me?"
Only 1 answered ...
Shaan.
He says dat he wud.
How sweet !!
And only 1 asked me wad happen ...
Herda.
Have always been there for me.


I want everything back to normal.
But I think it's impossible.
Okay now.
And guess wad?
I miss Herda, Ryz, Ima & Herda so much !!
And I miss my Uncle Uni, Cousin Alee & Kiki.
Ugh !!

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Yesterday nite was COOL !!
Anyway, on friday..
Sisqa, Giie, Zyk & Ryz came to my house.
Uni was here to cut our hair.
Looks like Giie really loves his new hairstyle.
K stop my Grandmother Story.

Yesterday after Cousin Alee & Kiki took their O level results.
They came to my house.
Put their things.
Coz we planned to ton together.
I'm so lucky to have a parents like Mama & Ayah.
They really did allow me & Caramel to come back home next morning.

So, after Giie, Sisqa, ZYk & Ryz went home.
Uni, Caramel & me waited for Alee & Kiki @ my bus-stop.
Bla Bla Bla ....
We went to Kampong Chai Chee to eat.
After eating went to Tampines Mall.
Thought of going to Pasir Ris Beach.
But The Night Is Still Young.
Den we slack behind TM there.
There's a group of Mat Kentals.
So irritating.
Wanna show their StooPit skills with water bottles.
And it keeps hitting Caramel.
cibei !!

We start moving @ 10pm.
Take 21 to Downtown East.
Walk to Pasir Ris Beach.
Den slack @ the stage there.
It was so cold there.
All of us are freezing.
So, we stayed there until about 6am like dat.
Den go home.
Walk to Pasir Ris interchange.
Sounds boring rite.
Yea2..
Wadeva it is ...
I still had fun with my Uncle & the twins.

Aight now.
Need to wake up early in the morning tomorrow.
Better get moving.

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Peace.. One Love..



Hey..
Feel like updating my blog.
But I dunno wad to update about.

Well..
Valentines Day coming ya'll.
Haha !!
Wad's so exciting?
Stoopit me.
But my peeps & i planned to go jamming after Valentine.
WooHoo !!
Wadeva it is, I'll take the drum first ya'll !!
I dunno wad's so exciting bout jamming.
But I can predict dat it's gonna be fun with my peeps.
Coz u know waD?
We wanna make a song about our ....
WORST ENEMY !!
Tahan malu eh "kawan".

So anyway..
Had a boring day in skul just now.
Coz Nurul did not come.
She overslept.
Yanti & I was like damn it.
Slack during Mother Tongue class.
The guyz can play soccer inside the classroom sia.
Den after skul smokes with Yanti, Imah & Faizah.
Melody lek one corner.
Den Imah ngan Faizah da jalan ngan Melody.
Yanti & i stay to smoke more.
Den Giie came with Nana.
After our smokes..
Went to the bus-stop.
Saw Mimi & Sisqa.
We go to Caltex together.
Den wait for the bus.
Sisqa came to my house.
Den Zyk came.
Den slack @ kerusi hijau.
Den accompony Sisqa to Loyang Secondary to meet her bro.
Den walk with Zyk to 185 to meet Acit.
Den go home.

Haiya !!
Grandmother story siakk..
But anyways..
Erm..
nevermind. I also got no yopic to talk about.
Hmm...
K nothing.
I need to do my homework.
~toodles..

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Hey ya peeps.
Not much to update today.
Juz a normal day for me.

It's my first time going back alone after skul.
Since Giie not in skul.
Ika, Nurul & Yanti have classes.
Mimi & Nizah need to stayback decorate the class.
Nana have ophir training.
It's like Haiya !!
After skul smokes with Nana & Sakinah.
Den go back home.
While waiting for the bus, I saw a SLUT lost @ SPF skul bus-stop.
And I've just waste my 2bucks on bus fare.
I forogot dat I put my ez-link in my bag.
And I dun have any coin except for My 5 & 2 dollar notes.
Damn it sia.
Den I've been searching for my ez-link in my bag.
And it was really in my bag.

When I reached home.
Saw Dancerholic's fren, Fadly, sleeping in her room.
Den I take my lunch.
Rest.
And went out again to meet Uncle Uni & Wan.
Den meet Herda @ Tampines.
And waiting for Acit.
After dat, went to Sunplaza Park to meet Zyklon.
At last, I've gotta see him wearing his new long pants.
Haha !!
And I really like Uncle Uni's Adidas Jacket !!
The colour was so like WOW..

Den meet Alee & Kiki @ Pavilion.
Slack @ TM.
Meet Dancerholic coz she wanna sell her handphone.
Den slack sumwhere @ Tamp Library there.
AND went home.
Dat's my day.

Oh ya, guess wad?
I'm going to Malacca with my class dis coming MArch.
WooHoo !!
Can't wait for the day.
Yanti, Nurul & me have been planning on wad to do & bring.
Hope it's gonna be fun.
And to Zyklon, I hope I cud buy u dat Slipknot poster dat u really want.
For the rest, U want chewing gum or cigarettes.
I can't promise.
But I WILL Buy one for myself.
Nyaha !!
Aight now.
Dat's it.
~toodles..

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I think I'm in love with you !



I'm starting to hate Matin more & more.
Oh God !!
Tell me wad to do please.

Went to sunplaza Park juz now.
Studying with Ryz, Ima, Zyk, Caramel & Nana.
Den my Cousin Alee came with Matin & Uncle Uni.
Coz Cousin Alee & Uncle Uni wanna help out about me & matin's thingy.
Okay,so we had a talked.
We were being so nice to Matin.
And Matin & me was back to normal.
I thought things can get from bad to good.
But matin predict us wrong.

After Alee went to werk.
The rest of us went to Tamp stadium there.
Thought we cud chill together or sumthing.
Den Matin's frenz came.
So, the rest of us proceed to the nearby playground there.
And den Caramel sms Matin to follow us.
And he came with his frenz, Mat Reps.
Because of Matin's story from his own mouth.
His Mat Reps almost wanna beat-up my Uncle Uni.

Can u guys imagine dat?
A nephew betrayed his OWN uncle.

Matin & his so called Brothers.
Are really gonna geddit from The Cousins 1 day.
Seriously talking shit.
He's gonna geddit from us.
Not only the YP but also the OT.
Damn ass Mat Reps.
Ure gonna be dead !!

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